Cynical Adolescents

benito980 @ 2003-12-25T10:17:00

2003-12-25T15:22:29Z

Merry Christmas everyone! and a happy new year...wow...this year has been a tough one, but i think it can be handled...this was a very "entertainment christmas"...it included...

Cds.
Little Shop of Horrors- new broadway cast
The Secret Garden- Original broadway cast
Urinetown- Original broadway cast
Ragtime the musical- Original broadway cast
Into the Woods- Original Broadway cast
DAVE MATTHEW'S BAND CENTRAL PARK SHOW

DVD
Family Guy season 3
Sondheim collection including...Sunday in the Park with George, Into the Woods,
Passion, Sweeny Todd in concert, Follies in concert, Sondheim- a celebration at carnegie hall

gift cards
Exxon/mobile gas card
borders gift card
gift card to essex green

its a very broadway christmas

benito980 @ 2003-11-05T23:24:00

2003-11-06T04:25:00Z

I'm Bridge Over Troubled Water!

Which Simon and Garfunkel album are you?

benito980 @ 2003-09-17T22:20:00

2003-09-18T02:21:16Z

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What will your Funeral be like? by rashock

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at least its a good death...

some quizes

2003-09-16T01:49:44Z

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

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surprised its not 93 years old

ZaLeS

Morpheus

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benito980 @ 2003-09-14T22:12:00

2003-09-15T02:17:42Z

She has her eyes
The girl has Lily's hazel eyes
Those eyes that saw him happy long ago
Those eyes that gave him life
and hope he'd never known
how can he see the girl
and miss those hazel eyes

She has her eyes
The girl has Lily's hazel eyes
Those eyes that closed and left me all alone
Those eyes I feel will never ever let me go
How can I see this girl who has her hazel eyes

In Lily's eyes a castle
This house seemed to be
And I, her bravest knight became
My lady fair was she

just part of the song "Lily's Eyes" from Secret Garden..great song

things have been ok...the surprise party was great...i had a great time and it was very fun...schools gonna be ok...im just losing some interests in somethings...maybe tia's show will be selected for the thesbian show so i can be musical director (maybe with james...im still not sure how thats working out)...but we shall see...i just deleted my playlist on winamp...great..see how things are working out for me??..well, hopefully the next time i update things will be better

bye

benito980 @ 2003-08-23T10:57:00

2003-08-23T15:03:03Z

ok...so the Israelis were starting to let go a lot of the security in the Palestinian areas..even giving them back some of the cities...there could have been a Palestinian state...things were working great...but then people have to go and blow up an Israeli bus and kill 20 people...did they not think that Israel would take revenge? so they go and kill Abu Shanab ( a leading player in a Palestinian terrorist group) now the Palestinians are saying that the Israelis were wrong and they are going to get revenge..a Palestinian terrorist killed 20 civilians and the Israelis killed one guy...come on..the Palestinians dont want peace..they just want attention and when things were going well, they had to cause a stir..its ridiculas whats going on over there..

benito980 @ 2003-08-21T22:44:00

2003-08-22T02:44:30Z

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How rich will you be? by quill18

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too bad that one already past

benito980 @ 2003-08-21T16:40:00

2003-08-21T20:40:31Z

My LiveJournal Sitcom
Living english muffins (PBS, 10:30): Benito980 (Raquel Welch) gets mad at mizpennylane (Jason Mewes) and decides to join the Peace Corps. That same day, reluctants (Andy Garcia) gets in trouble with the law when speedy1227 (Justine Bateman) discusses wristwatchs with an undercover cop. The week after, rainbowripple (Queen Latifah) overhears bashbitch (Laura Campbell) talking about cross-stitch. Later, jimmyjazz1 (John Dye) uses alliekat05 (Robert Carlyle)'s computer. The next day, riffraff1 (Cate Blanchett) tries to seduce babyy_doll (Omar Epps) at the dump. Zany antics follow.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

My LiveJournal Sitcom

Living english muffins (PBS, 10:30): Benito980 (Raquel Welch) gets mad at mizpennylane (Jason Mewes) and decides to join the Peace Corps. That same day, reluctants (Andy Garcia) gets in trouble with the law when speedy1227 (Justine Bateman) discusses wristwatchs with an undercover cop. The week after, rainbowripple (Queen Latifah) overhears bashbitch (Laura Campbell) talking about cross-stitch. Later, jimmyjazz1 (John Dye) uses alliekat05 (Robert Carlyle)'s computer. The next day, riffraff1 (Cate Blanchett) tries to seduce babyy_doll (Omar Epps) at the dump. Zany antics follow.

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thanks nagel

benito980 @ 2003-08-20T21:23:00

2003-08-21T02:00:37Z

So Man of la Mancha today..again..and once again it was amazing...i have no clue why it didnt win best revival and why Brian Stokes Mitchell didnt win best actor..even at the tonys when mitchell sang impossible dream the audience went wild..but then again i didnt see Nine or Hairspray so i cant say they deserve it...lester saw hairspray, though...he said it was a great show, but he said he thinks Mitchell deserved the award..but its all opinions

Howard Dean..what did they call him? I forget, but he had a nickname..hes a popular democratic canidate..i dont think he could beat bush..i do think bush will be re-elected..but there is a chance he wont..you never know what could happen...theres just so much debate with him that nothings getting done..i mean, he was never allowed to try any of his ideas fully because the other side opposed him..maybe thats why nothings truley working? i dunno..i dont have "inside sources" and im not an inside source myself so i cant truley tell you whats going on..just my opinions...when clinton was president, he tried to change the law so a president could be re-elected for a 3rd year..he covered it up though..but it is proven..ask valcarcel or corrollo (spelling)..ok, he did raise the economy, but that was during the boom of the internet..all he had to do was sit back and get a blow job from some intern and the economy would automatically rise...just my opinions influenced by mr. corrollo..he can debate it better than i can

benito980 @ 2003-08-20T08:58:00

2003-08-20T12:58:57Z

Libertarians
Circle I Limbo

Barb Wiggin (Owen Meany)
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Those who only think of themselves
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Bill Clinton
Circle IV Rolling Weights

ignorant people
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

people who are unjustly mean
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Saddam Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Adolf Hitler
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

viva las vegas

2003-08-17T11:37:45Z

so, im back from vegas..i had a great time, although there were some moments when the family was getting fed up with each other....but there was so much to do and it was great...we saw 3 shows, Mystere (it was a very weird circus, however very funny and amazing), Celine Dion (i am almost embarrased to say that she wasnt that bad...i was entertatined), and of course, you cant leave las vegas without seeing sigfreid and roy (it was my favorite show..the acts they did were simply amazing...the hotels were also very well done with my favorite being Caesar's Palace...although, im glad to be back home, but, that means i have to finish Owen Meany plus write the essay, finish history, and do all of spanish..not fun..but heres my schedual

0- Choir

1- Band

2- Spanish V Honors- Lanahan

3- A.P Eng. Lit. & Comp. - White

4- Pre Calc- Gonzalez

5- Music Theory II- Lynch

6- A.P. U.S. History. I

7- Gym/Lab

8- Physics H

wow...thats a tough schedual...next year is going to be a hard year for me..this summers been ok..not much differant than most...its basically been all work and always following a schedual, but thats ok..that who i am...my sister thinks that i should go into law and become a lawyer/politician...we shall see

benito980 @ 2003-08-10T18:31:00

2003-08-10T22:34:38Z

So, long time no update...and to think that it used to be that not a day went by without me updating..well, times change...

kentucky was great..i had a great time...

i leave for vegas tomorrow...it will be the second time ive been on a plane...unless you count the way back from disney when i was 6...then it will be the 3rd time...im excited though, Vegas should be really fun although i cant gamble..arcade for me! or not...ill just do a lot..im looking foward to it..it has been a really busy summer...the stupid play in july, then kentcuky the day after the play ended...a week off, then vegas for a week...then another week off (MAN OF LA MANCHA AGAIN) and then band camp again :-(..well, come what may..

benito980 @ 2003-07-26T00:39:00

2003-07-26T04:46:31Z

so, kentucky tomorrow...or later today...i know im going to come back and say it was amazing..however, right now i dont want to go...the play just ended and im having a holden caulfield moment..i feel no sence of goodbye from the show or the people from the show..sure, rehersals were hell, but it seemed like the shows just came and went...people said that this was the best part for me..said it was my best performance...and its just gone...you know, they say side effects of Accutane can make you depressed and all, however, it seemed to even out my feelings..now that ive been off of it everything seems topsy turvy..its rediculas in a way..no sence of goodbye from people..here, picture this...last day of high school, you just leave the school..you show up to graduation and leave right after it and dont go to project graduation...there is no sence of goodbye..i know this small gone for a week thing doesnt even compare to leaving highschool, however i think im leaving for kentucky at the wrong time..whatever..to help my sence of goodbye,

Goodbye and ill talk to you all when i get back

benito980 @ 2003-07-23T23:31:00

2003-07-24T03:32:38Z

so, kentucky in 2 days...im excited...good group going...away for a week without a computer though, i dont know if i can do that though...

and fiddler tomorrow..if you were thinking about going, dont...its nothing special..the first act is good for the verona summer productions, however the second act was AWFUL! but we shall see the final production tomorrow

Man of La Mancha = AMAZING

2003-07-20T02:26:06Z

Man of La Mancha tomorrow!!

2003-07-19T01:36:43Z

To dream the impossible dream,
to fight the unbeatable foe,
to bear with unbearable sorrow,
to run where the brave dare not go...

To right the unrightable wrong,
to love pure and chaste from afar,
to try when your arms are too weary
to reach the unreachable star!

This is my quest --
to follow that star
no matter how hopeless,
no matter how far --
To fight for the right
without question or pause,
to be willing to march into hell
for a heavenly cause!

And I know
if I'll only be true
to this glorious quest
that my heart
will be peaceful and calm
when I'm laid to my rest.

And the world will be better for this
that one man, scorned and covered with scars,
still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable stars!

i cant believe im doing this

2003-07-08T01:32:23Z

1.What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: probably the smile or the..umm..i dunno

2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: NO! imagine the days of p.m.s??????

3. Would you marry for money?: i'll agree with allie "i dont know.. not purely for money bt it is a nice thing to have"

4. Have you had braces?: no

5. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: no

6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself?: no

7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: never

8. Could you live without a computer?: not really

9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: I use AIM

10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: well, there were about 150, but then i went through and realized that i had no clue who half of the people were, so now theres only 87.

11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?: probably the 90s..but they were dominated by a democratic president, so prolly the 80s

12. Do you drink enough water?: that i do

13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: take them off all the time

14. What is your favorite fruit?: banana

15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: i prefer white, but my mom buys wheat.

16. What is your favorite place to visit?: im not sure

17. What is the last movie you saw?: cant remember

18. Do you kiss on the first date?: well, being that ive had one girlfriend and she was my first date, i cant tell ya that

19. Are you photogenic?: not at all..my photo id looks like a mug shot

20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color

21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: cant say i am

23. Do you have any dimples?: no

24. Do you remember being born?: it is impossible..and if someone says they can, they are lying

25. Why do you take surveys?: i dont..this is my first one

26. Do you drink alcohol?: no

27. Did you like or do you like high school?: i do, actually

28. What is the most beautiful language?: POLISH!!

29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: never happened

30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: sunsets being that the ocean hisses at me when i wake to a sun rise

31. Do you want to live to be 100?: as long as im healthy..i dont want to be a walking corpse

32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: YES

33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: depends

34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: no

35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: yes

36. Are you loyal?: yes

37. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?: umm..not really?

38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: if its a scary movie, on

39. Do you believe in magic?: no

40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: sometimes. not frequently

41. Do you like your nose?: i guess so

42. Do you like abstract art?: not really

43. Do you think you can draw well?: not at all

44. Do you listen to music daily?: of course

45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: yes i do

46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?:when i found out that the tooth fairy wasnt real

47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: 3?

48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: same shoes

49. Do you write poetry?: no

50. Do you snore?: when i lay on my back

51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: on my stomach

52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: poodle

53. Do you lick stamps?: i guess...

54. Do you use an electric can opener?: no

55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: no

56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: it would all depend

57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: if you think that women should be able to not shave their underhair, men shouldnt have to shave their heads!! (allie)

58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: yes

59. Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: piano

60. Are you a sex addict?: no

61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: yea..uunfortunatly

63. Do you hunt?: no

64. Do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants?: fast food rocks

65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?: i dunnop

66. Do you have a middle name? yes..and its dick (richard)

67. Are you basically a happy person?: its about 50/50

68. Are you tired?: very

69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: coffee

70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: no

71. How many phones do you have in your house?: 5..10 including cell phones

72. How long is your hair?: long for me

73. Do you get along with your parents?: mostly

74. What type of music and bands do you listen to?: dmb, ben folds..stuff like that..musicals...alright, you can laugh now

75. What color of eyes do you prefer?: doesnt matter

76. Are you a virgin?: yes

77. What medications do you take: acutane

78. What does your bedroom look like?: messay

wow

happy birthday...

2003-07-06T20:56:52Z

yeah, so, im sitting here on the computer for my birthday..i doubt im doing anything tonight..it looks like everyones just too busy at another party or just anything else..whatever..i havent had a friends birthday thing since 6th grade...i never needed anything..it would be nice, but everyone is busy so theres no use in complaining or lamenting over it..it was very low key this year...my family b.b.q usually gets attendance, but for some reason, each year it seems to get smaller..not many presents..but that doesnt matter..we're not a materialistic family...honestly, though, it just seems forgotten..just like another day in the year..eh, i dont mind..never wanted anything big for my birthday...although, i (amoung many others im sure) would never want it forgotten...

benito980 @ 2003-07-06T13:01:00

2003-07-06T17:01:25Z

What Marauder are you?

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benito980 @ 2003-07-05T14:22:00

2003-07-05T18:26:23Z

Jesus and his disciples, including James and John, left the synagogue and went straight to the home of Simon and Andrew. Simon's mother-in-law was sick in bed with a fever, and as soon as Jesus arrived, he was told about her. He went to her, took her by the hand, and helped her up. The fever left her, and she began to wait on them.
After the sun had set and evening had come, people brought to Jesus all the sick and those who had demons. All the people of the town gathered in front of the house. Jesus healed many who were sick with all kinds of diseases and drove out many demons. He would not let the demons say anything, because they knew who he was.

Mark 1. 29-34

Frazz, have faith and this demon will be lifted out of you

benito980 @ 2003-07-01T22:46:00

2003-07-02T02:50:32Z

So i just watched the movie "Memento" with tia tonight...i thought it was really cool..the way they set it up all backwards and all...i started to get drowsy towards the end though, which really screws up the movie because i got confused...it wasnt because of the movie, i just take after my parents and cant watch a movie at night because i'll fall asleep..almost did it tonight, and i actually did it once at eric's house...we were watching..umm..insomnia...and i fell asleep...i fell asleep during a movie about a guy who can't fall asleep..weird, huh...

benito980 @ 2003-06-28T16:27:00

2003-06-28T20:27:40Z

I finally got the first two seasons of Family Guy on dvd!

i swear, this is prolly the funniest and best tv cartoon there is

so much for a long life...

2003-06-28T12:09:52Z

i'll be 39 years old...

The Lion, the witch, the wardrobe and harry potter

2003-06-25T19:04:39Z

so..i finished book 5 today....it only took me 4 days to do so..but then again i was home sick on monday and did the majority of my reading then....i did a lot of reading this morning

it was very good...i really enjoyed it and she really hyped up her next one...there was a huge hype for this one, however, this next one, year 6, is going to be bigger...she is setting so much stuff up and...well, im not going to spoil it for anyone who hasnt finished it yet...there were just two things i was a little disappointed with...but im not going to say that either because i dont want to spoil it for anyone...its not how something ends..just, well, im not going to say

half way through high school

2003-06-24T20:16:31Z

wow...as my title says...

just two more years, the same length as the last two, and im out of high school..

this has been a pretty good school year..not so stong in math and spanish though..i got my finals and final grades today

Finals Final Grade
History 100 91

Chem 74 93? (not sure)

English 84 90

Algebra C B+

Spanish C B-

i got a 100 in history without using the extra credit review sheet...thats surprising....haha..i got a 74 on chem with a 25 point curve...doesnt matter...i didnt waste anytime studying for it because i knew it wouldnt bring down my average at all...next year i need to do better in spanish and pre-calc...i cant slack off in those...

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